CRO's log - 2

Posted on 30 Jun 2015 @ 10:48pm by Lieutenant Oren Idris Ph.D.

289 words; about a 1 minute read

Computer, record personal log

Well, the games are finally done. Gods, what a nigthmare. There seems to be a little pause in the action, so I snuck away to record this.

Don't tell anyone.

I think we did....well. I mean, I don't know how the military measures success but I figure, if no one died, we win. *laughs*

For some reason, all this running around the bridge, pretending to shoot at Klingons as they pretend to shoot us was kind of...I don't know. Cathartic?

It got my mind off everything that's been happening to me and I feel a little better. I've been thinking of Ellsworth's messages the other day and I feel bad for him. I know he's lonely, especially without K'os or me around. I've heard people on this ship talk and...they don't get Ellsworth, so I can't imagine many reaching out to make sure he's okay.

I hope he's okay.

I know it probably makes me sound crazy, saying that, after how I spoke about him before but the more I think, the more I realise that I overreacted. I mean, Ellsworth and I weren't even together. Not really. Never mind.

I feel like I'm repeating myself now...

Anyway, the games went well and I'm kind of...glad that I replied to Ellsworth's message today, even though it was hard for me. I think it was hard for him too. He'll come to pick up Landi tomorrow so I need to psych myself up for that, I guess.

*sigh

I have a feeling tomorrow's going to be a good day.

I gotta go now. Something's happening and I should head to the lab.

End recording

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