Where do we go from here?

Posted on 31 Jan 2020 @ 6:45pm by Petty Officer 3rd Class Raine Ni-ya

213 words; about a 1 minute read

Just so we all understand each other, I have no idea what has been going on lately. It is not even just a little bit of confusion. I honestly have no understanding of what is going on, how we got to this stage...how things ended up like this.

No one will tell me anything. I am just a crewman, I understand that. And I am hardly someone to inspire the warm and gentle, trusting emotions in someone else. No. I hold myself back from others and in return they do the same thing. While under normal circumstances I would welcome the silence and in general not being bother...

It is incredibly disconcerting when we are in a situation like this.

Which leads me to wonder if anyone on this entire ship has any real idea how we got where we are now? How this situation is...

Well. Just is.

I try not to think about it too much. I follow the orders, focusing on my work. I try and keep my head down. Whatever hunger I had for learning is gone. At least temporarily.

Until I figure out what changed.

Until I figure out how to change it back. And if not...well, the question is...

Where do we go from here?

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