Personal Log #936

Posted on 23 Mar 2016 @ 4:19pm by Ensign Jaana Voutilainen

255 words; about a 1 minute read

Well, that wasn't so bad. The first few days on board went rather good. I got to meet new people and met with old friends. I even met a rather cute guy in the mess hall. That reminds me, I still need to ask Tuula what she did to him. Even though he said it was nothing I just know his meeting with Tuula hasn't been normal. I've seen that look before.

I've also met the counsellor assigned to me. It's the same as I talked to before I went to the clinic. There is just a little problem, even though he assured me there isn't. My other self, from the other universe, turned out to be a real tiran and Naois has been one of her victims. He lost his hand because of her interrogation technique and now has a prosthetic. I've requested another counsellor. I'm afraid that I will block my progress if I stay in the past. But how can I move forward when I'm constantly reminded of the past.

On a happier note, Tuula took me to this café last night and I actually had a great time. It's a huge leap out of my comfort zone, but I decided to just stop finding reasons why I didn't want to come. I do need to get out more, there is more in life then work. Or so I'm told. I'm not fully convinced jet that the saying is through but I did have a good time. Small steps at a time....

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