LOST

Posted on 03 Nov 2014 @ 4:29am by Senior Chief Petty Officer Keval zh'Erinov

223 words; about a 1 minute read

I feel lost, rejected. Like the ancient Terran folk song, I am looking for love in all the wrong places. Or, except for the bar, the wrong places may be the wrong way to put it. Nevertheless it seems that whatever the opposite of the Midas touch is, I have it.

Every time I think I may have found Mr. Right, it turns out that I'm wrong, or I blow it, by rushing things, pushing guys or just being too clingy. I don't know why but I guess I'm just going to have to be content with Mr. Right Now.

That's not what I want. It sure as Hell isn't what I need, but it's all I can expect. Maybe all I deserve.

Its shore leave and in addition to all the boyfriend or more accurately no boyfriend issues I have to deal with, I ran into my father yesterday. I guess he served his time and is a free man. But he wasn't exactly happy with me.

He even threatened me though, saying he had friends around and I should watch myself. I don't exactly take that seriously. He has always been a blow hard.

I think I'm going to go to the station again and find a nice bar go get drunk in. Maybe find someone I can hook up with.

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