Things Best Forgotten (18+)

Posted on 09 Sep 2015 @ 6:59pm by First Lieutenant Min Zhao & Nevedno Loz

2,426 words; about a 12 minute read

Mission: Episode 09 - Empires
Location: ISS Galileo - Min & Jared's quarters
Timeline: unknown

[ON]

Min sat in the privacy of her own house, sipping on a glass of Romulan ale. Jared's reaction to finding out he'd knocked her up was expected. Of course neither of them really gave a rats ass about the babies, that little Orion slave girl would take care of the them when they were born.

Placing the glass down, she closed her eyes, leaning back in the comfort of her couch. She was feeling a bit odd this evening, the alcohol in the ale was a bit more potent tonight for some reason.

She was beautiful. There was something about her. Something that reminded Nevedno of things lost but not forgotten. Strange that he felt this way seeing as her ears where shaped much stranger than a Ramuran's. Perhaps it was her eyes? Or her face? Or maybe it was her body. Whatever it was, something about her made him long for a place he could no longer see. He desired things he could no longer have. She was special to him and so he wanted to do something special with her. To actually show her these feelings he felt, even if it would only be for an hour or so before she forgot. He hoped this time would not be like the other times.

He had shared his fleeting moments of existence with others before and it seemed like it had always ended the same. Even the other times with Min where all so similar. Every time he had hoped things would be different, but every time they where the same. Nonetheless he still got what he wanted, and though only a madman could call it love he was just the type to describe it as such.

He watched as Min took another sip of her drink, comfortably sat beside her on the couch. The cocktail he had produced within her glass contained an oral suspension of the pheromone blocker the guards used to take, a sedative which had no doubt been used on him at many points during his imprisonment, and the somewhat disgusting tasting Romulan ale that she so seemed to enjoy. It wouldn't be long before she would see him. There was a glimmer of anticipation that seemed to bring his dead gray eyes to life.

Eyes closed, Min took a deep breath as a feeling of dizziness and fuzziness washed through her consciousness. She'd poured the glass from her own bottle locked away with her own codes, so it wasn't the drink. Maybe she was just tired. Opening her eyes, Min gasped as she saw another person in the room, sitting beside her on the couch, his hand gently stroking her thigh.

She tried to slide away from him, off the couch, but as she moved, her head began spinning and she had to sit back down. So her drink had been spiked, but how had this man gotten in without being seen? Trying to speak, her lips felt like mush. "Who are you?" was all she managed to slur out, trying to push his hand off her thigh. "Get away from me."

"Nevedno Loz," he spoke as he leaned in to hold Min with his arms, starting to write himself into her memory once more no matter how easily erased the writing would become. He had already told her many times before, but he still said it every time. "Unfortunately in a short time you will forget this ever happened. Just know that you mean more to me than you can possibly know. For the moment you are the only person in the universe that knows I exist," he said as a most strange sort of smile crossed his face. He had said it before but every time he did it still made him happy to his twisted core.

Min tried to move, anything to stop this man from touching her but whatever he'd put in her drink, she was finding it hard to exert any control over her body. As his hands touched her, Min knew what he wanted, and what he'd slipped in her drink. She was now a pawn, a passenger on a sick & twisted ride with her body as the prize. "Please." She managed to blubber out, "Do what you came to do but make it quick."

Nevedno moved in close now that he was sure the sedative had taken effect. He did not want to see himself or his picture of home get hurt. He began to take off her clothes hastily, not wanting to waste time with pleasantries. A part of him was almost hurt at Min's request for brevity. She'd never experience anything like this from any other person and she'd never even remember it. Certainly she'd be able enjoy the moment as much as he would. "About an hour, give or take, but for us it will feel like blessed eternity," he said in clarification of the amount of time they would have. Her clothes now off, Nevedno stood up and took off his own as he placed himself over her on the couch. "I do hope to give you time to reflect on what has happened before the inevitable loss of memory, but unfortunately I cannot guarantee this. The dosage is not precise."

Min whimpered. With Jared out for the night, there was no one to stop this man who now knelt naked above her. She wanted to cry out, to scream and attack him, to defend herself but her body wasn't listening to her. A tear streamed down her face as she knew what was coming. "Please No," she pleaded, "I beg you."

Nevedno let out a long, slow sigh. It had been a while since his last intimate encounter and he remembered it quite well. She never saw it like he did.None of them did. He grimaced at Min, looking down on her with judging eyes. How selfish they had all been, trying to deny him of such an essential desire even after being told they would never even remember. That for all intents and purposes it would never have even happened. He placed an index finger upon her lips. "Just play along. Like you love me." He then placed himself inside of her as a lover would. In truth he was quite gentle, the sedative negating the need for a more aggressive encounter.

With what little control she had of her body, Min tried to struggle free, to keep him from violating her. She knew it wouldn't help, perhaps just enrage her attacker but she had to try nevertheless. She tried to spit in his face at least but the Romulan ale she consumed had dried her mouth out. "Like that's going to happen," Min responded. Much good it did though as Min felt him press against her, taking and violating her. She closed her eyes, trying to pretend it was all a dream, that he wasn't real, that this whole situation wasn't real.

As he continued his vile perversion of the word 'love,' he felt nothing but. He was reminded of a time when he was remembered. When he could interact with another and leave a lasting impact. Reminded of before he had so foolishly left his home and damned his entire race in the process. Of the one thing he desired most, but could never have. He was reminded of his home and Those-Who-Remembered-Me.

And now here was this woman who would have no part in soothing his scarred and deranged mind. After having been assured that in short time it would be nothing but nothing to her. Selfish, just like all the other humans. Just like the ones that had used him for nothing more than parts for upgrades. Violated in unspeakable ways. They made him this way and now it was their responsibility to ease the pain they had caused or suffer for what they had done.

He paused and placed his head beside hers, his mouth beside her ear. "Play along, I promise you will not even remember," he said as reassuringly as he could. And then, with equal assurance, he continued, "Just like you will not remember why or how when your Jared dies before your very eyes or where in the universe poor Lian could have gone. Just like you will not remember who could have slipped you the drug that aborted Matilda and Lucian or just how that deforming scar could have appeared on your face." He was still as stone as he spoke, his tone stabbing like knives. Then, the knives where withdrawn, a soothing tone returning to his voice. "But be my reminder of everything I should have held dear and I will treat you as I should have them. Everyone close to you will be safe and you will continue on with your life unharmed."

Tears streaming down her face, Min looked up at her attacker. Anything to get her attacker to stop she'd say or do at this point. She really didn't care about Jared, or Lian, or even her unborn twins, but her own body, that was all that mattered, and that's what was being violated by this being, this vile man who lay atop her. "You win. I'll do what you ask. Just please don't hurt me."

Strange that someone with so many attachments seemed more concerned for herself than all the others. Then again, it seemed to be a typical human trait. Selfish. Nevedno smiled a sick, happy smile. "Then what you hold dear will be safe," he said as he brushed his hand over her face. He was a man of his word, though she would have to hold true to hers. She would remain unharmed, or as unharmed as she could be given the repeated and forgotten encounters he had had with her.

As the time passed it really did feel like an eternity, though only Nevedno would be able to cherish it as such. Unfortunately Min's eternity would be all too brief, though he could see in her glistening eyes that for their time together she really did feel like it would last forever. With her unaffected by his pheromones he could almost see him permanently etching himself into her brain. Her unaffected mind was cataloging every second of the event despite her best efforts to stop herself from thinking and just make it all go away and for a time he had forgotten what he had become. He was normal.

For Min there was no such pleasure in their time together. She faked her desire for him, pretending she loved him so that he would be satisfied and get this over with. Her emotions beneath her eyes roiled, fear, pain, hatred, even pleasure, though she pushed that as far back in her mind as she could, not wanting to think such could come from this. Looking at this man taking his pleasure with her, Min felt a sense of self-loathing, her body nothing more then a peace of meat to be toyed with.

Beginning to sense that this eternity would not last forever and that time was running out Nevedno finished his brief affair with memory. He gripped her tightly as though he was longing for more than what he actually held and in a brief flash of ecstasy he could almost see all that he had lost as though it was still all waiting for him lightyears away. He then slouched upon Min as the vision remained, hitting a low as he remembered just why he had lost it all. For a moment he was almost motionless.

Min lay back, exhausted and tired from faking it for this creature. She hoped as he'd gotten what he came for, he would leave her in peace to suffer through the memories of this evening that would be forever etched in her mind.

It was over now. Nevedno was pleased that her memory seemed to remain after he had finished. He knew it would not last much longer, but if he could leave her like this with that look in her eyes and not look back there'd at least be that small feeling that he'd left a lasting impact however unlikely the possibility. Not seeing her again would be a blessing for both of them, Min being safe as he promised and Nevedno preserving his last memory of her as someone who remembered him.

He stood up and put his clothes back on as she could do no more than watch. As he could see that the mind behind those eyes was still recording he smiled that sickening soft smile at her once more. But he was not done yet. A parting kiss to everything he had lost. He leaned in close and Min's eyes closed instinctively. With a gentle placement of his hands on either side of her head he pressed up on her eyelids with his thumbs, holding them open despite their desire beyond all else to close. He gazed deep into her eyes, seeing his reflection in her pupils. When his lips gently touched hers it was as though he was kissing Min and the reflection within her eyes goodbye. Neither would ever be seen again. Then, without a word spoken or a glance over the shoulder he departed the room to leave her. A few more minutes of lasting impact for her to reflect on before it would all be taken away by the pheromones now in her system would strangle away the memories of him, leaving him dead to the universe once more.

Min watched the man in silence as he finished, a final kiss, and he departed leaving her alone in the room. Lying there, emotions bubbling to the surface, her thoughts scattered, Min quietly cried. How she could've let her guard down, let a man like him slip something in her drink, abuse her like that she couldn't fathom. She was smarter then that.

It wasn't long however as the combined effects of the drugs in her system pushed her slowly towards sleep. By the time her eyes closed, the memories were already beginning to fade and by morning when she awoke, all she knew was something had happened the night before; her clothes in a pile on the floor, an empty glass on the table beside her, evidence of something the night before but what her mind couldn't recall.

[END]

Nevedno Loz
ISS Galileo
[PNPC played by Jynn]

Min Zhao
ISS Galileo
[PNPC played by Min]

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